DaViD's words, doings & crappings etc.: April 2006

3rd entry of the day

dont know what i was thinking...

i started to plan what kind of life i want to lead....

hmm... too late??? dont think so... it is not that i did not plan... just that i had too many wonderful dreams and dont know what are the ones i was really looking forward to...

too early??? i dont think it is very early... coz i am at my 21 going to be 22.... it is a good time to make a decision on something and go for it...

i was really unsure about what have been doing... and i am at the stage that i know that i dont know... in other works... i am not clear about anything but one thing - that i am clear that i am not clear about the rest....

it is a good move... i am growing... getting mature.... or more mature... i started to use my brain before i act... yup... the hot-headed me is disappearing???? nope... that is my traits... i will never lose it... at least i would try...

thick faced??? i dontk now.... however, i think it is really a good trait though.... nothing can be so real than having a thick-skin... but thick-skin is not that kind... of really extreme kinda.... it's just a thick-skinned spirit... why not??? i want to be daring.... nothing to be ashamed of....

i believe in a lot of things that a lot of people have abandonded them... anyway.... since they have arleady abandoned... they wont care about it...

just talking about studying in YIH... not reserving seat is good... but reserving seat is nothing to be ashamed... of coz... i reserve only when i needed... my take is that... it is occupied... just temporarily... i am away... just like msn... can you restrict me not logging if i dont talk???

of coz i dont like those people who reserve for other people in the end... both of them never turn up the whole day... if you have already planned... what things will be so important that both of you cannot come??? surely, a good excuse will be forgiven... unfortunately... very seldom...

ha ha... YIH is so popular this semester.... perhaps i am a more frequent visitor this semester than any other... ha ha i even sleeped through ... wow.... so tiring... kk.... i heard an alarm o'clock... it's not been just one day it's been there for quite a while... 3 AM.... gosh!!! irritating...

i only use alarm o'clock when needed.... k... is shall set both my laptop and smart phone...
i need to sleep for 2 hrs....
k....

3 rd entry ends there today... come back maybe after BN1901... all the best to all my classmates...
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fall in love with blogging

dontk now who started the first blog...

or who started the blog idea????
do you know how i came across blogging???

ha ha... coz i own my own website... i design my own website and share good things and my stories with myfriends....

i keept a HTML called :diary:... once in a while i would go and update it like writing my diary...
it was interesting... just that since it is a hmtl format... the file getting larger and larger... it became so cumbersome for me to shift the entries down... add new links etc...

then i started to get to know blogging... actually i did not know the existence of blog at that time at all... and i forgot how i came across blogging... however, i discovered blogger.com... found it so fitted my needs... i started blogging... actually blogging at that time nov 2004 has already been popular in western countries.... asia a bit slow... in general... i believe korean and japan had that long time ago...

anyway... i started chatting with this blog... it was so nice to talk to my bloggie... whatever i say ... it listens... there was response also... of coz seemingly...

it's very emotional kinda of stuff... ha ha... since then i felt in love with blogging... yeah!!!

time flies just like it always does... it's getting one and half years time already after i started this blog... blogger is popular... it hosts so many people's blogs.... thanks to its existence... i would not have enjoyed myself so much with my dear bloggie...

now msn space is getting HOT...u know i was a person like to catch the trend and even get things before the trend peak actual came.... yup... at the some time later... since i always used LATEST msn messenger.. some leaked versions alos... :dont tell you how i got it: it can be easily found if you follow MSN messengers... there are so many messenger related website... then i met msgplus... another good tool... love it....

now i am using windows live messenger and msgplus live is still underdevelopment... so... cannot enjoy its excellent functions... patchou... thank you!

yup.. back to my topics on my bloggie... yup i like to catach the trend so i found msn space... and started one there... actually Two... one chinese... one english... why two? the reasons are very simple...to practise english at the english blog and review my chinese at the chinese blog...
yup...
msn space was linked to msn messenger in the late 7.* versions and i was lazy to visit my bloggie and i was more active at the other side... i guess ever after that... my bloggie became very very lonely.... did you????

now i feel that i shall come back... coz... i started here.... i wanna continue...

dear bloggie... help me and do good!!!
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i do care

was reading a few blogs...

everyone leads a different life.... who do i care?

of coz reading blog is kinda like watching a tv series... however, it is real... it happens around...

loves hates... quarelling... a lot of elements are there...

i do care!

therefore i blog!!!

not just to talk about what i think... also maybe... keep other people's life more interesting...

who cares???
i do !

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sleep or not?

shall i go to sleep???

i have been dicussing bio-fluid mechanics with YY for a long time... hei hei...lol

i am not sleepy... just a bit hungry... dont know whether i shall go to rest!!

alright...

k... i shall not sleep!!!
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back

back

just came back from YIH a while ago...

feel that my room temperature is just so moderate... ha ha...

i almost became a frozen STAR inside YIH study room... lol...

sigh... there were still many people working hard when i left ard 5.30 am...

i was left coz i feel that i shall take a rest though i am not exhausted at all...

my bio-clock is already adjusted to TWO-day ONE sleep mode...

gosh... it is a bit hard to change not... i am perfectly fine now... my eyes are less dry now compared to a few days ago... but i am hungry again... yup... i think i am putting on a lot of weight..

started to listen to songs againt from yesterday....

to update on my study status... i finished my Feedback control system Help SHeet... hooray!!!

although i put all the Concepts in... however, i feel that i shall include more examples... !!!

dont know what i shall do... i should really stay more focused... i shall work on the design problem again... a bit more at least...

4 problems in total... 2 from part 1 and 2 from part 2.

for the 1st part... block diagram algebra and root locus will definitely come out... i am not sure the level of difficulty on the block diagram algebra and how detailed the problem on root locus plot would be....

another problem will definitely on system response... 2nd order... like... the maxiume overshoot percentage... rising time... settling time etc... btw, another focus is OBtaining transfer function... the physical modelling... and laplace transform... however, these two were highly tested in the test... so i am not sure how much it would be tested....

i am very clear about the first part of the course i think... though my test was a bit messy... got help from my friends... at least the result is delighting... Full marks... ah ah..... however, for the 2nd part of the course... a lot of things are very unsure... the lecturer refuses to give any answers... he speaks very SLOWLy... heard that it's his first time teaching this course... hope it would be good... still prefer prof poo.... he is nice... also give the solutions of past year papers... on his part at least... it is really helpful in getting a holistic view on the topics... anyway...

i shall stop... byes

坚持与放弃

坚持与放弃

刚刚看到了一个朋友的msn tag “放弃也就是一秒钟的事儿…"

这让我有了挺深的印象哦！

是哦，放弃绝对是一秒钟的事儿哦！

反过来想一想，那坚持呢？坚持有可能是一辈子的事儿哦！

难道一辈子的时间，会值得么？嗯，那要看看是什么事情了！

爱情，应该是坚持一辈子的事儿吧？？？

最近学习韩语的劲头超级的大呢，哎!

也成了我学习之余放松的一种方式了吧！还有就是吹韩风，赶韩流…… 看看韩剧之类的哦！

好，【宫】和【my girl】都看完了哦！

比较新的好像还没有变的很火的样子，所以现在还没有兴趣去看哦！

说实话，也不是没有什么情趣，是不敢放任自己去做与学习无关的事儿！真是好惨哦！

每到期末都是这个样子的呢……

好了，好了，关于题目嘛：

结论是，学习一定要坚持…… 考研的念头俞长，所以还是要好好学习的啊

加油！！！

a za....

fighting...

baxia!!!!

want to say something

Dear Blog,

I am back... after i got to use MSN Space... it seems that i seldom to come back to post...

i am really sorry.... although MSN space looks nice... but you are always my best... :p
i have been "wu shi mang"... exams are coming... but my heart does not allow me to calm down to focus on the study... it is being hung somewhere... does not want to go back to its original position....

i feel tired... i feel that there is something lack in my life... as i posted before... i think romatic love is the thing that is missing in my life.... after i watched " palace " and " my girl"....
they sacrificed a lot simply for LOVE... how romantic it is.... thought it is not practical... but it is just so admiring.... make people feel for them....

my feel chest pain... it is not physically painful... but just as what i described that i cannot breathe... feel hard to breathe.... i wanna sleep because then i dont have to worry about it any more... i dont know whether i am sick or not.... i feel like going out for a running.... to really sweat out and get the feelings out... i wanna shout... but i hardly find a place to shout out loud... i am afraid it would be disturbing....

yup... then i started thinking of you... coz i miss you... you have accompanied my for more than one year... close to one and half years.... i share good time with you and also my bad mood... you are always there listening... though i know that i would not be able to get an answer or comfort from you... but it does help... since you are willing to lend your ears to me to listen to all the crap... i am expecting a holiday... i want get out of singapore... i want to go and travel... i want to meet the right person... a lot of plans to contruct and to carry them out... it is a very tough period for me again.... april... i was going down to the bottom and now trying to climb up and get it over....

it is tough... just like Yulin... she was tring so hard to keep her promise to Grandpa.... she did it... though her love to Gongcan is so deep... she had to gave up... pretending to be strong... it evoked my thoughts... i dont know why i could relate... and what i could relate to... but i did feel for them.... i am a person made up of flesh... i've got emotions... feelings... demands and downs.... Interpersonal relations are just so important.... human stay in groups... one would not be able to survive.... it is true... but what i am thinking and want to say is that... emotionally... it is more important to have attachment.... or the person would not be happy.... at least to me.... i think i was too exhausted... trying so hard to catch up and dont want to be left behind... however, i realise.... the mature level is so different among the people....

i .... i dont know... i am not clear about some things... i just wanna talk... maybe... i am just at the age to differentiate all the goods and bads.... what is what i am really interested in and devote the rest of my life into it....

is bio-engineering is really my best choice? apparently... it is still a yes.... i dont know what would the answer be in the next moment i reconsider and re-examine it... i may see it differently... but i will never regret.... i need to have a hard time in academia so that i can become relatively mature in my acamedia...

seriously... my blog... i dont really know what i am trying to say.... but i follow my heart.. my guts.... coz i trust them... i believe they would lead to the stage where i will be clear... very clear....

am i really at the 2nd stage now??? ' know that i dont know'????
i guess... i do... i know that i still don know a lot of things... too many... too many.....

when will i figure it out????

sigh....

anyway.... A za... fighting.... David, Kwen cha na yo!... jal jinnaseyo!!!

Kulae, annyonghi gasipsiyo!
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Drama- my girl

i think this is another very very nice show...

gonna watch it...:p

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Palace - to change?

Palace - to change?

i just finished watching a few episodes of "Palace"

it's so nice... it's fun... it is attractive... it is korean... and i just simply love it...

i like Caijing's cuteness... she is just so pure... Xin is so prince... ha ha... Caijing says he's got the prince syndrome... ha ha.... how Xin acts shyly in front of caijing... and the cool way he presented... to me it is all like Pretending... whereas caijing is just so natural... everybody loves her... of coz i do... she's curious... kind... understanding... a bit humpsup... ( lol... she fell in love with xin's back... ha ha... her face was just so erotic... and funny!)

anyway... the story later become quite heavy-hearted... coz ex-PIGONG MAMA wants to dominate the royal family... she was too ambitious... but she has a great son.... he 's kinda of person who looke for TRUE love...
he dont want the person he loves to be not happy... he just want to make caijing happy... though he wanted her so much... i could see... he really loves her... BUT he loves his Mum though she was too ambitious and did a lot of bad things... He SHOULDERED all by himself... he did not leave him mom or could not get the love from caijing... but he helped give back the innocence of xin... his cousin...

what touched me more in the series... is the emotional feelings... how xin started falling in love with caijing and how caijing managed to get through with all the 'attacks'.... in the end... they fell in love and really got marriied to their own wish....

to be continued....

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