DaViD's words, doings & crappings etc.: January 2005

reflection

it is time to do some reflection...
actually, it is advised by my godma...

I have been sick since last Sunday midnight. It has been more than 7 days till now...
I have been having fever of the temperature 38-39 degrees celsius... i have a very sour throat, though i can talk properly... i feel very weak...

I went to NUH, a hospital near my hostel, yesterday... i reached there at 1830 and waited for almost three hours to finish everything... when i left the place it's already 2115... then i took the medicine from the pharmacy and paid the bill... it cost me S$71.5...

they did not offer me hopitalization... i did not know why... the doctor just told me that my fever may be caused by my sour throat....

[u know, when i type now... i feel that i dont have enough strength in my two hands...]

i met Mr Leong just now... he told me that i could only stay in this room till tml noon... i dont have other choices... i have to move back to face the ugly person again....

anyway, i am not gonna bother with him any more... i have my own life... to me, he is already dead... anyway... whatever it is... let me forget about IT...

[my hands are shaking now... quite obvious... i feel hungry too..."[ but i need to wait to take my medicine and wait for the food that godma has booked...

i want to continue the reflection... but i need to do something else...

hope that i can continue it later...

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am moved

i had a horrible day yesterday...

the fever bothered me a lot... in the day time, it was okay... but after the IHG handball game [ we won, yeah!!!] things got worse...

i felt extremely hot then... i rushed back and took my own tempertature... it was 39.1 degrees celsius... actually, i felt like fainting... i could not think probably... i felt very light... not very steady...

i smsed my friends... telling them my fever got more serious... two of them came immediately after the sms... they brought me two oranges, 4 pills of panadol and some alcohol... the alcohol was used to cool my body down...

my friend helped me fill the bottle with warm water and helped me cool down... coz... my body was really hot...

at one time, my body temperature went up to 40 degrees celsius... oh gosh... it was horrible... i could not do anything... could not think... just could talk a bit....

[even now i am still having a fever... but just ard 38 now...]

my friend left me rest ard twenty-one thirty....

in two hours' time, my friend came again... but i was still very hot... very hot...

before he came, i went to the communal hall and took some ice... i made one big ice bag by myself...

[u may wonder why my roommate did not help me? ha ha... he??? it is a miracle if he helps other people, i think.... he have not even asked me or said something to me... what he did was sitting in front of his precious laptop and WATCHING MOVIE... now u know why i always say i have a bad roommate... even my neighbour asked me whether i was okay or not and reminded me to rest well... sigh... anyway, without him i can still lead a happy life... ha ha... i just pity him... if he was seriously sick like i am now, would some many people help him or not?..........]

alright... got to go for my lab now... dont want to miss it out... coz it is very important... =p

i'll continue after my lab... if okay, after my lectures as well....
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medicine

well... after one day's heat radiation, i feel better now... but fever still bothers me...

i do not look sick... but i am radiating so much heat... i feel HOT... ha ha...[ i think i am really hot now... dont believe, huh? try to get closer to me... i bet u will feel the heat i am radiating now... i think i have become a heat radiator already...=p]

k... i am a bit worried about my health... so i went to see a doctor before I headed towards HSSM library... the doctor told me that fever usually lasts for 3 to 4 days... coz it is normal and body needs to get rid of the extra heat first... so i will still have fever....

the prescription was Paracetamol and Trachisan Lozenges and the drugs cost me S$2.oo only.. ha ha... coz i went to YIH to see the doctor... =p

hmm... hopefully, i will recover soon... coz i need to do a lot of things... tutorials... labs... discussion forum... etc...

actually, i have got 2-day off Medical Certificate... but i am just feeling hot then... so... i dont want to miss out the lessons... which i think each one is equally important...

alright... just get myself cOol and start preparing for coming events that i am interested in joining...:p

he he he... having radiated so much heat, i get hungry easily...:p yah... coz u know... where does the heat come from??? there must be a source for that... it is the food that i eat... alright... i am not hungry now... but gonna eat later before i go for my CTW tutorial... have to bring glue stick for the photo sheet of our class...

alright... take care...

Stay cOol... yah... [ really, being cOol... is good]

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am sick

oh... well... i am sick...

i feel very weak... dont feel like going out at all... i just SMSed my friend seeing whether he can help me pack the food back or not???

i dont know what happened to me... i had a great day yesterday...

i woke very late in the morning... noon was coming soon... [ i believe i had enough sleep yesterda...]

then, a couple of friends with me went to HV to have our lunch... it was a great trip then... we had a lot of nice food... i had MEE GORENG with EEG, which cost me S$4.5o and my friends shared a murtaba, costing S$5.00 and two BO BING of the price at S$1.oo each... and of course they had some drinks.. .yah... they ordered Lime Juice... it was very interesting that, one of them commented the juice was very sweet, and one said it was too soure and another one stated it was just okay, sweet and soure... ha ha... the last one had no comment at all... it was funny... they almost had a "quarrel" over the juice... ha ha...

four of them shared the food they ordered... and definitely four of them shared the food they ordered... and definitely that was not enough... after eating at that stall, we went to another one... Katong Laksa... ha ha... we had otta there... and also porridge and laksa... i did not eat anything there... coz i was full after my stomach was filled with the yummy mee goreng... "p
yah...

after feeding ourselves full, we went to the supermarket there... ha ha... it was interesting... coz my friends was taking some photos inside the supermarket and they used flash... ha ha... so the flash attracted other customers attention..."] ha ha.... it was funny... they felt embarrassed and stopped taking... ha ha... actually, i think it was fine then... the manager should feel happy instead of angry... ha ha.. yah... coz CS can attract photo taking lovers... :p

alright... after we bought the goodies we wanted, we came back... it was already almost 3 pm then... wow... a two-hour food tour ha ha...

alright... then i just relaxed for a while...

sixteen fifteen our tea started being served then... i went to eat with some of my seniors and then we went swimming... the swimming was fun.. ha ha.. have not been swimming for very long time... so... i had a very tiring start then... however, it got better as i swam more... "]

k... dinner was a quick one then... nothing very very delicious... so... i just ate fast.. however, i liked the fruit they served yesterday... yah... it's pears... ha ha... from my home town... very nice... i seldom eat nice pears in my hometown... the higher quality ones have been exported to countries like Singapore and other parts of the world...;p
alright...
then... i began to be serious then.. yah... it was study time... i had to be serious... coz i have to fight for better results this semester... yah... david... come on... go go go... all the way..."]
after study, it was almost midnight... but i saw two of my badminton teammates were training themselves.. .ha ha... i felt like joining them then... i did and i helped them with their training... everything seemed fine till the "training" session was over...

i felt very had... actually i felt i was sick... however, i thought more that i was in a bad mood, which i dont know how it came out... anyway, i just felt bad.. then...

after settling my dear badminton racquet, i went bathing... when the water from the shower tap reached my body, i felt cold and i shaked... i suddenly felt very weak... in the neighbour cubicle, it was my seinor... i talked to him... and he asked me to go back an to have a good rest then... coz we did a lot of sports yesterday... esp swimming..=]

after bath, i felt a bit fine then... however, i had a headache then... without thinking, i got ready for bed... i switched off the fan before i went to sleep... however, i could not fall asleep... coz i felt i was very hot... not the envrionment, but my whole body per se... i started worrying that i got a fever... i fell asleep... but not very tight... a very light NAP then... i felt very bad actually ard two thirty in the early morning... i found my thermometre from my drawer and i tested... IT WAS 38.0 degrees celsius.. oh... it was a fever indeed... i found out my jacket and wore it on me... i dont have any medicine for fever then... i tried to find from my medicine bag... there was no such medicin then...

i went out... i wanted to ask friends who had not slept yet for help.. yah... Penny was just next door talking to our block head... i asked her... and she got me the medicine...
i went back to sleep again...

however, i lay down on my bed and felt my stomach was empty coz it was making noise... it was almost three hundred then... i thought i should not just let my stomach be empty... so... i got out of the bed and started eating the food GodmA has sent to me... it was nice.. and i felt much better after that... hmm... then i went back to sleep finally...

when i woke up... it was almost eight thirty-five... i felt much better but still a bit weak then... [ even now, i am sitll not feeling energetic...]

thanks to Penny's paracetamol... the fever is gone... but my body was still hot... ha ha.. coz i have the body temperature above average....:p

alright...

my friend has sent the food here... need to fill my stomach now... and get my body prepared and ready for the coming fight with the "evils"...

take care...
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IHG04

this afternoon, the IHG male soccer was in the final game....

After overcoming the obstacles, RH finally got into the final of male soccer...

We knew it was already very good for us to get into the final... however, everybody wanted and hoped for the best...

Everyone wanted victory... WE DID TOO.

Seniors started discussing the games int the afternoon during breadfast... i could tell the tense atomsphere existed...

people were quite anxious... coz TH is really a strong team we were going to face...
They have a lot of varsity player and a very good German striker... we had to watch over these strong players...

i think TH was really very confident... the morale was very high... i could tell from the communication on the field amongst them... yah... the voice was loud... people were listening and responding... more importantly, they kept moving...

yah.. movements of the players can tell a lot about how the players think and perform... if the movements are often seen and filled with energy, the players are in good condition... they have the feelings then... if not, they have to work out on it...

yah... I have to say... TH played really well... they were fighting any single chance for the ball... however, due to some reasons, our players did not do really well in this... anyway, the supporters tried their best to shout for the team and brought up the morale for them...

we were getting better as the time went towards the end of the match...
we got plenty of chances to get goal... anyway, the luck seemed not to be with our side at all but only towards the end... our goalkeeper saved some... but our strikers missed a few...

perhaps, it was a good lesson then... yah... i believe it was a good lesson and hopefully, the players can have a de-brief kind of meeting to learn from this good lesson...

saying it was a good lesson is useless but the concrete things that they do learn from the lesson are more important...

nonetheless, i still believe the morale is also one of the most important elements... no matter in what games, morale plays a important role there....

come on... let us fight them in the final too next year....

never give up and improve... their players will get better too... so... we cannot just see them as what they are now... perhaps, next year we will have a good foreign assistance too.

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changing plans

oh... i had a very "bad" day today...

i dunno why... i just somehow felt bad about myself and the things i did today... i am sorry...

i did not follow the plans that i set for myself... some of which even involved some friends...
oh... no... i am so sorry friends...

1stly, i have to apologize to Willy... our dance choreographer.... i was supposed to be there at ten hundred... u know what i did??? i went here around eleven fifteen... oh... gosh ... i was damn late... and i forgot to wear long pants and shoes... that was even worse... :p

alright... then... it was the worse afternoon... i planned to study at fourteen hundred with my friend... but i came back from table tennis game at SRC at fourteen O-six... oh gosh... coz we agreed on having a nap before proceeding to study, i did not disturb then... so i came back to my room... ha ha... my roommate was not in [^_^]... so.... i had a very good nap then...

i planned to wake up at fourteen fifty... then i changed my alarm to fifteen fifteen... after that, i did not hear it any more... by the time i was awake... it was sixteen thirty-eight already... oh no... u know what??? i was afternoon tea time...

it was very late from the fourteen hundred.... sigh... i thought i did not miss the time to have tea with my friend... but he had finished having the tea... then i found it okay... coz i wanted to swim also, i brought my swimming attire with me then... however, so many friends were playing bridge at the tea time... i was attracted and i started playing bridge...

i told myself that i could just play for a while then go swimming... but i played quite good... and i won a few rounds... i think that made me stay back... the idea of going swimming vanished...
oh no... u know what??? i played cards till dinner time which is usually sixteen thirty to twenty hundred... before dinner... VPC presented the IHG video for last week's games... ha ha... we had vitory... so everybody enjoyed watching...

argh... by the time i finished the dinner, it was almost nineteen thirty... felt bad that i almost turned my friend down for promising studying together... argh yah....

k.. nvm... i said sorry... and we went to study in the end... ha ha... having some friends to study together is really good... sometimes it is really fun... ha ha.. jokes... funny actions can bring in a lot of fun.. :p

k... yah... i just felt like changing my plans... oh... it was not good then... luckily... there was not very importance occasions, otherwise i would regret what i did...

i should really get rid of the thought of changing plans... =p...

life needs to be continued... ha ha... how??? with a good attitude and hige morale... then... nothing can stop it... yah... true... SHI4 BU4 KE3 DANG3

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IHG03

the day before, we attended the opening ceremony of IHG... basically, it was the track competition... yah... most of use knew that we would not win... but we had the most people... yah... i believe that we had the most people there... we supported our runners... they did their best and we did not lost to all... we were the 5th...

yesterday... there was this soccer game which created some stories... anyway, we came back to school to play the game... as usual, we had the most crowd... our opponent was EH... and i think they have very good stamina but skill-wise, i cannot really comment much on their advantages... coz i dont really know what their style was and how they wanted to play... it seemed that there was no plan... not like us, we had an aim and we did our best... ha ha... i belive that they also had one but it was not so obvious... they have strong players to do everything... ha ha.... however, they spent over 120 mins on the field running and fighting for the ball... in the end, the luck finally came on ourside and we defeated them.... in the meantime, we got into the IGH soccer final [m]...

we won... it was glory... we all cheered loudly... hopefully, it helped in some way... at least to bring up the morale...=p k.... we did really excellent... we won... yeah...

"can't help falling for Raffles,
can't help fall ing for Raffles,
Raffles is the best, hey
very very best, hey
can't help falling for Raffles.... yah.....

k take care...

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IHG03

the day before, we attended the opening ceremony of IHG... basically, it was the track competition... yah... most of use knew that we would not win... but we had the most people... yah... i believe that we had the most people there... we supported our runners... they did their best and we did not lost to all... we were the 5th...

yesterday... there was this soccer game which created some stories... anyway, we came back to school to play the game... as usual, we had the most crowd... our opponent was EH... and i think they have very good stamina but skill-wise, i cannot really comment much on their advantages... coz i dont really know what their style was and how they wanted to play... it seemed that there was no plan... not like us, we had an aim and we did our best... ha ha... i belive that they also had one but it was not so obvious... they have strong players to do everything... ha ha.... however, they spent over 120 mins on the field running and fighting for the ball... in the end, the luck finally came on ourside and we defeated them.... in the meantime, we got into the IGH soccer final [m]...

we won... it was glory... we all cheered loudly... hopefully, it helped in some way... at least to bring up the morale...=p k.... we did really excellent... we won... yeah...

"can't help falling for Raffles,
can't help fall ing for Raffles,
Raffles is the best, hey
very very best, hey
can't help falling for Raffles.... yah.....

k take care...

~@££ tH3 !3esT~

IHG03

the day before, we attended the opening ceremony of IHG... basically, it was the track competition... yah... most of use knew that we would not win... but we had the most people... yah... i believe that we had the most people there... we supported our runners... they did their best and we did not lost to all... we were the 5th...

yesterday... there was this soccer game which created some stories... anyway, we came back to school to play the game... as usual, we had the most crowd... our opponent was EH... and i think they have very good stamina but skill-wise, i cannot really comment much on their advantages... coz i dont really know what their style was and how they wanted to play... it seemed that there was no plan... not like us, we had an aim and we did our best... ha ha... i belive that they also had one but it was not so obvious... they have strong players to do everything... ha ha.... however, they spent over 120 mins on the field running and fighting for the ball... in the end, the luck finally came on ourside and we defeated them.... in the meantime, we got into the IGH soccer final [m]...

we won... it was glory... we all cheered loudly... hopefully, it helped in some way... at least to bring up the morale...=p k.... we did really excellent... we won... yeah...

"can't help falling for Raffles,
can't help fall ing for Raffles,
Raffles is the best, hey
very very best, hey
can't help falling for Raffles.... yah.....

k take care...

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what the

GOSH!!!!... what the hell is the sports sec doing????

cannot keep your words right???

sometimes it is not just an apology!!! ... i dun need it...

i am really pissed off... i was not late at all... it is not my problem... i just feel that there is no hope... i am highly demoralized by that... what the ****!!!!

i dunno why i became so angry... i died my hair for the sake of RH....
i cheered like crazy just to let ppl know that I LOVE RH... and what i did and what i will do is really from my faith and my heart...

u think i am there for the points??? u think i am there to watch the games???

forget about it... if u were thinking of me like that... i would have to say sorry...
YOU DONT KNOW ME AT ALL.....

anyway, i have to show them.... i have TEMPER... i have emotion... and i have my own feelings... i am not wood, emotionless, cold-blooded, knowing nothing.... alright???

k... u ate your words... i cannot... coz i HAVE MY PRINCIPLE... i have to say... they suck!!!

alright... i'll go down a bit later... coz i dun want to waste my time in the sun and face the ugly face... NO... THANKS!!!

ANGER HAS TO BE SHOWN SOMETIMES ANYWAY...

k... i did not mean to aim anyone... but the attitude... if u want to make it as a unity, come on... bring it up... pls dont just say it... pls really really do it....

action speaks louder than voice.... i'll show you...

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Elektra

oh... feel so bad that i did not come here for two days...
oh no... i feel bad for my "audience"... hopefully there are some... he he .... hmm... if not... one or two... right??? come on... dun be quiet... make some noise... yah.... if not, post a tag on the right hand side... thanks... =p

alright... yah... i really missed my dear blog... u know... it's part of my life now and i cannot just simply walk away without it... so... i am back here again... yah... sorry... my dear blog.... yah... i am back to tell you what i have been up to... coz i was really busy and i did not have time to sit down to write something... however, i really did want to write about the movie "Elecktra".. .just that i stopped myself from that.... coz i was afraid that i was too emotional to give the comments right after the movie...=p

alright... it was the preview then... and i got the pair of the tickets free from M1 Box office [dont what it is? oh no.... let me tell u ... u can just simply click HERE.... u will be able to find it out yourself... my friends, if you are using M1 pls do make some efforts to check it out.. it is all for the benefit of your own.. =p bleah...] ho ho... alright... let me continue with my movie... oh... ops... MY movie? ha ha... the one i just watched two days ago...

the movie is called "Elektra"... i think it was originated as a comics strip to heroize the power of the girl named Elektra... who has a pure heart with unpredictable power... she could be at either side, good or evil... she was evil coz she was leading a killer's life... anyway, though she was a killer, her heart was kept pure... the thing is that she did not realize it and she somehow refused to accept it... or she just completely thought she was evil and she was no good...

but one day she accepted a job to kill two people... these two are father and daughter... she did not know anything about the backgroud of the two... coz the girl had once broken into Elektra's house and nearly stole her necklace, which was the only she had of her mother's. [her mother was killed by somekind of evil in her vague memories] coz she found out and caught her in her house... then... she got to know the girl... the next day... her father came too... coz he was looking for his daughter... then... she met the father also... after that, she was invited by the girl to his father's to have a christmas dinner... thereafter, she felt something in her heart, which she could not tell what it was... then... the final task arrived... she got a delivery... in the envelope, there were the details of her targets.... she was shocked that they were the father and daughter....

she tried to be hard-hearted to kill them right after reading the mails... but the something she felt messed up her plan and she lost concentration... in the end, she started protecting them... coz she knew other ppl would be assigned to come to kill them...

...

actually, the person wanted to kill the two just to get the precious that they have with them... it was some very powerful whip, which can help the right to do good and also help the evil to do bad... and it was the evil who wanted to get it... and the faterh and daughter were righteous...

anyway, she just protected them... and hep them to get out of the danger... in the meantime, she was getting clearer about who she was and what she did and what she would do...

her master was a righteous man... ever since she had left her master, she led a killer's life... she thought it would be a test, but she dropped the thought... coz killer's life did not test her anything ... until the appearance of the father and daughter... it was a test... she got to know what she was about to do... and she did the right thing... she save the precious and she found the value of herself...

just before the movie ended, she smiled to her master and said/asked/commented/inquired that the 2nd life was different from the 1st one... his master replied, " SOMETIMES, IT CAN BE EVEN BETTER..."

that is the end of the story... people seldom have the chance to lead a 2nd life.... however, most of the time we have 2nd chance.. 2nd opportunity... 2nd door... 2nd hand... 2nd anything... dun feel that it is not good... just becoz it was not the original.. not the 1st.... not the new... not something... no... you are wrong... 2nd can be better ... 2nd chance for you to change and lead a better life??? 2nd opportunity to finish you task??? 2nd door to achieve your goals??? 2nd hand to make things easier?? 2nd anything that not necessarily to be the 1st ...

alright... i like the message that i found in the movie that i think it was trying to bring across... i like the movie... and i suggest u to go to watch it... if u are a thinker....

if u want to look for some entertaining movies, try not to over-expect... coz... it is not as entertaining as "meet the fockers" k...

take care....

2nd is not always bad.... sometimes it is even better than the 1st.... though most of us always fight for the 1st... but think in this way... if we can get into the 2nd position, the distance to the 1st is not that long... so... be proud of it... dun get demoralized... nothing is perfect... alright...

more to come

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chit chat

ha ha... just came back from my senior's though it is just a few metres away from my room...
ha ha...
we talked a lot on body building... ha ha... coz both of us want to build up some muscles and looks muscular... =p
more importantly, how do we do it...

simply, we are going to the gym often... monday, tuesday, friday and saturday... if possible thursday also... seems going there everyday right??? yah... true...

anyway i need to exercise for at least 30 mins... hm... really need to work hard on that...

I will make use of the time that is inbetween 6pm lecture and dinner time... if i do not use this time, i am going to waste it anyway...=p so... it is better that i can do something which is mentally relaxing... he he...

k... need to persevere.... hmm... k...

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gym

i went to SRC gym for the 2nd time today...

hmm... really had my own work-out... =p

he he... hmm... also bought a lot of things... not really much.... but quite...

yah.... hmm...

BTW, i went for this video-editting course held by VPC... it was cool... ha ha... we started up with Photoshop and then a little bit of Premiere then... though most of the things i have known... but i did not really make use of it...=p

yah... got to make use of the knowledge that has been stored in my mind and make the things i design or modify better... yah...

i just need to take note and remember the things i have learnt ... he he... alright...:p

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doors

just now... i got the chinese writing publications from the teacher in my JC...

i was just skimming through and i saw my name appears in the book.... i felt happy that it was published...

it was about "choice"...

i am sure that everyone knows what a door is... but you many only have the keys to access a few doors... have you wondered why there are doors that are closed to you completely... coz you have tried open it... and it is locked... u wanted to see what it is behind the door....

however, i think sometimes it is just because of your personal experience, you refuse to try it again... the door might not be locked... perhaps, just the door stuck with the frame... u need to push/pull harder to get it open.... or sometimes the door is jus open to you... but u scare that u get disappointed once u try... and then u just leave it considering the door is locked... but the truth is that u never try and only think the open door is locked...

yah... everyone has dreams.. big or small... instant or long-term... and there is always a door to access to the world where you dream can become true... many... actually, most people quit on the path that they are getting closer to the door, their dreams... some stop continuing in front of the door... several try and cannot get throught... very few people tried one than one times and finally get to know what it is behind the door...

dont be scared away of what on earth there is behind the door... nobody knows... coz the door is for you... no one can ever access... though u think the door is for all people... but the world behind the same door might be different too... coz you are what you are... there is no copy of yourself can do it... who knows whether it is what u want; whether it is better than what you have expected; whether it is disappointing.... no one knows... just try it out... if it is not what you want, u will stop there and change yr direction towards other dreams that benefit you more...

there are so many doors out there, in front of you... behind you... besides you.... ..... surround you... no need to panic... just try every door that you think it might suit you... there is no harm trying... the thing is that whether u can open the door at a right time...

k... doors can be found everywhere... anywhere... if not, nowhere...
if u have tried, keep it up... the day you will find the right key to access the right door is coming closer to you... just dont ever give up trying....
if u have not tried, why not start trying now... later better than never...
if u have found the door and accessed it... come on... there are more doors behind the door... keep trying and make yourself better...

alright...

regards
Mr. DoorSeeker

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interview

ha... had an interview in the afternoon... hm... ha ha.... it was cool... not bad... all in chinese... ha ha...
but u know... have to really think hard when i speak good chinese now... ha ha... in daily life, i dont usually speak good chinese... coz i always speak chinese to my peers... u know...

anyway, i would rather say it was a chat... yah... Kelly is really nice... and we talked a lot... not only business but personal experience... ha ha... yah... alright... it was quite relaxing... not too tense... but i see good opportunities...=p

what do i do on Chinese New Year's Day???
plan to have a gathering of friends...=p yah... cool right???.. alright..

ha ha... need to really plan... k... not really much today... but just a follow-up...
k...
'']
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offline

amazing... no one is online... ha ha...
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Napoleon Reunion

hmm... a not very busy day... ha ha ... feel very relaxed today...:p
no IHG games... needless to shout like lunatic... =]

alright... instead... Our Napoleon S had a reunion today... ha ha.. cool... yah... early afternoon...
hmm... it was at canteen...

[ yah... canteen is the most popular location to meet friends... we can eat... we can talk... after that, we can go somewhere else to kill time... :p ]

oh oh... hmm... we only have 12 members... 7 turned up... so.. .wow... very good... very good... 7 out of 12... attendance is over 50%... ha ha... cool... keep it up... next time... we can make it better... let us say... 1 more turn up??? ha ha... then.. it will be 8... ha ha...

k... quite interesting... met up again... but this time... no lame jokes.. ha ha... hmm... kinda miss those jokes... i think J is tired.. ha ha... all becoz of the bash thing and his IHG games...:p

nvm... we will catch up again... next time...hopefully the attendance is gonna be better...

bleah!!!
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IHG02

wow... i went to watch three games... Female Handball, Female Squash and Male Basketball....
ha ha...
i was late for the handball game again.... oh no... i thought they just started... but then i realized it was half time... oh no... :p

anyway, i went there to cheer for my hall friends... yah.... hmm... i think the "opponent" team is not good at all... they dared not attack like KR... argh... which made me feel they were really weak... but our morale then was not very high... so... i just screamed... shouted... ha ha... it was fun... yah... using the two empty 1.5L bottles to make noise... hmm... really great...

it was 4-nil in the 1st half... i missed it... for the 2nd half... our hall played really nice... we had a lot of opportunities to shoot... but luck was not all on our side... so... the ball somehow just missed the goal.... arghh... however, it was okay... becoz of these nice attempts... the morales was getting higher and higher... good good.... friends were communicating on the court... supporters were cheering with them... yah... it was really great...

becoz of the efforts the players put in and the supporters' noise, we got two "goal-shoot" [ i dont know what the terminology is in handball...=p]
we took the opportunities and we got two goals...
wow... after that, we played better... ha h a... anyway... out opponent scored two, too... nonetheless, the 2nd was a draw... cool... RH... we can do it...
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then... i went to watch squash... but it seemed the match was in intermission... Jane asked to support basketball team... coz we had to win in order to go on with the matches... i did not want initially... coz i dont really like basketball ( why??? argh... dont want to mention it... the pain can never be recovered....=[... he he... not that serious... but quite..=] )

yah... then i had a quick dinner in hall and went to TH to support... i dont understand why they put it a IHG game in a HALL... it is not fair and it might bring out a lot of problems... u know... it is a residence... so there are residents... we were going to play a competitive game... we needed to support... once we supported, we had to shout... if we shouted , we had to be loud, louder than our opponent... so... the noise would go louder and louder... thus the noise would affect the residents... so... u know... so INCONSIDERATE.... [though they asked us to keep the noise level as low as possible, it went with out saying "IMPOSSIBLE"... don't push all the blames onto us... not our fault..k??? alright... nonetheless, RH people are all nice... we are considerate... now that they requtested to keep the noise level low... ] we just tried our best to make them happy... ;p yah... however, if it was time to shout, by all means we did shout loud... ha ha... we were catching up then... at one time, there was one opponent player scold his own teammates... blah... wow... not united at all... we won on the spiritual level... the players encouraged each other... we did our best... and i dont think they regreted they did not play hard... yah...

we did our best.... from my point of view, the only thing that might be disappointing to me was the support from the supporters... we had so many supporters... but a lot of them did not shout at all... i think they could not feel the spirit of RH... anyway, i tried my best to R R the crowd...and let them feel how i felt... and at least they could open their mouth and contributed something...
i think it worked... we did shouted very loud towards the end... we even did our own hall cheers...
"whacha gonna be yah?....."
"when... "
"...."
"..."
it was cool... everybody got high then... and our team did really well towards the end... however, we just did not have the luck element... yah... we lost... but it was glory too...

spirit is more important...

come on RH...

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IHG01

IHG (inter hall games) started last Sunday... RH (Raffles Hall) has begun fighting for its glory and pride.

I, as a Rafflesian, have begun supporting my beloved hall of residence.

I am not ambitious in any of the games... winning is glory and it is just as good as the good... but losing is nothing... coz losing is something that more meaningful than winning.... winning can make people become greedy... dreamy and in the end, lose his/her direction of life...

people always ask me what game i play? i told them, "i play badminton!"
"oh, r u in the 1st team?"
"hmm... i do think i am in?"
"why? must win, u know?"
"he he... winning is not important to me... i just want to have fun and enjoy myself in the team."

[ i have to say there are a few better players in out team. I think i joined not just to play the game... but rather to bring up the morale... and the spirit of LIFE... positive and optimistic... i believe there is always a reason for each thing that i do... the difficulty to me is whether i can find out the reason or not... if i do get it, i will be more motivated and will do my best in whatever i am in for the reasons i know...

i believe the reason that i joined badminton team is to bring up the morale and defeat mentally and spiritually any other friends that play against us... yah... friends... not opponents... not rivals... not enemies BUT FRIENDS...

i believe that is the real winner... and the spirit and morale will go up... and last forever... ]

i went to support squash yesterday and today... i saw my friend Jeff playing... he won... i am happy for him... and his hall... coz it was glory....

i supported my hall... coz i love my hall rather than any others... i shouted very loud... as loudly and i could.... i could feel the pain on my throat.... i could feel the pain ard my waist... but it is okay to me... i did what i could do.... for my hall.... TO SUPPORT...

being supported makes people feel stronger and then become stronger... feel stonger mentally ant then the mental effects bring the physical strength up to a higher level... i believe so faithly...

i am a supportive person... i think i am... i will be... hopefully, forever in my life...

i know there is difficulty... coz it is not easy...:p

alright...
COME ON, MY RH...

GO ! GO!! GO !!!

Dont worry out the score... dont be stressed out with the winning/losing

just try and do yr best.... we can do it...

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new start

today is the 1st day of semester 2, academic year 04/05.
i had 4 hrs of lectures...
2 for math
2 for programming;

i also cheered for my hall -squash team;
1 hour more;

i feel very tired now... dunno why...
i called my buddie... we laughed and we relaxed...

exams are still going on there...
my new term has begun;

i shall do my best in my study as well as in my life;
life is not all about grades,
but grades are very very important...

I love my uni... coz it rocks...

life continues anyway, as what my lectuer has mentioned... k... that's abt all..

Stay young and stay cOol...

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my hair

ha ha... actually this could be continued in my last post... but dun want to make it too long... so i perferred to separate them... :p

yah... i rushed back then coz there was this IHG talk cum IHG supper... i guess i was quite late... anyway i got my attendence signed... alrigh... good good...

then, i rushed back to my room again... ha ha.. u know... i just bought the colourant then... i was very very keen on trying it out... ha ha...
i opened it and started reading e instruction given... ha ha... it seemed very simple after reading...

i guess i was too excited about dyeing my hair and i did not dare to use a lot.. coz it was my 1st try of my 1st dyeing... alright... the smell of the mixed colourant is aweful... i dont like it... but it evoked me the days i spent with my grandparents... yah... i could tell that the colourant had a lot of substances which are alkaline... it has the strong smell of alkali... grrr.... aweful...

felt a bit pitiful to my hair..... :p

alright... it took me about one hour to do it... and i did not see any difference so far... coz the colour i chose is mahogany copper brown... and my hair is really very black... so... the resultant colour can be very close to black... unless under very strong lights... :p

alright... i'll try again then... coz after the 1st try... somehow i felt it was fun... :p
next time, i need to ask my senior to help me with it... :p
alright...

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reunion

oh... yesterday...
ha... yah... yesterday... there were so many things happened and i did not have time to surf the net almost the whole day....

i went to visit my friends at another university of the city...

they all grew fatter... ha ha... i felt so good when seeing then became "fatter"... some gained 5 kilos... some 6 kilos... some 1 or 2 kilos... wow.... that is interesting... to me... coz i am losing weight... ha ha... hmm... sounds a bit sick... but i just felt good when hearing they grew so much...

actually, they had to.... it was winter and they could not go out very often to excercise... and there were so many delicious food in hometown... ha ha... i might gain a lot weight if i went back, too. h aha... luckily, i did not... otherwise all my efforst on losing weight will vanish... grr.. cannot imagine...

anyway, i went to visit them... wow... so many friends... and so much food... ha ha... they were so nice... my best friends gave me a lot when i left... yah... really a lot.... i have now beef, nuts and some other delicacies which i cannot name it yet..... yah... in a word, fabulous...

alright... then i also ate a lot when i was in their dorms... there was one good friend who just came back a few days ago... he brought back some alcohol drinks... :p vodka... huh... it is called absolute vodka... then, he asked me to try... actually, i have tried a few times of vodka in clubs... yah... and it was all vodka coke... so... the taste was okay to me... since the alcohol seemed not very strong when drinking with coke /sprite. however, this time it was alcohol only - vodka... gosh... i smelt... it was just like normal alcohol that i used before to kill the germs... then i tried a slice of it... wow... it was very strong... gosh... i felt heated up in my mouth... and the heat flowed from my mouth to gullet... and slowly reached my stomach... wow... it felt good... coz it was raining outside and it was very cooling... then... i tried another slice but a bit more than the 1st try... hmm... ha ha...nice.... then i stopped to think... and encouraged myself... i should give it a try then... then i just swallow the rest, which is 3 quarters of the glass... argh... i suddenly felt that my stomach was heated up and , u know, i felt warm inside...:p

anyway, then my friends' face turned shocked... ha ha... they was surprised that i really did it... dun worry... i did not get drunk... i can drink a lot... it is just that i am not an alcohol person... i 'm not a frequent drinker "]p ha ha... yah... it is true... but my face turned red... and i felt a bit high.. u know... like walking in the clouds... [ not exactly like that... a bit exaggerated...] i could walk normal and talk normal... dun worry... i did not do anything stupid... coz i could control very well...

then we went to have dinner... ha ha... i think i was having a bit headache then... then my friends helped bought the porridge... but u know... i carried the tray with three bowels of porridge to our table... see? i was absolutely okay... ha ha ... alright...

after that i walked back to my 4 friends' dorm and then we went for dinner again... ha ha... KFC.. yah...there is this new burger on stock now... and we all tried that... and it was quite cheap... the burger is only S$1.95 and the set is even cheaper @ S$2.95 (a burger, a drink and a whipped potato) hmm... it was very nice... the chicken in the burger was very tender... there were some vegetables with some sauce... wow... hmm... yummy.. yummy... i really liked it... however, i could not eat more... yah... u should know why already... yah... i had already had some porridge before that...

yah... then... something exciting happened to me... [ oh...what was that???]
i bought hair colourant... there was this sale that i bought at 30%-off with a free conditioner for coloured haire... it was sold at S$14.95... wow... much cheaper than dyeing hair at any salon... coz u know... i just wanted to try to dye... and i dont want to spend a lot of money... coz u know... i have my other plans which need more money...:p alright

oh... after i bought the colourant, i had my hair cut then... ha ha... i accompanied Al to cut in a salon... S$18 for wash and cut... which is quite cheap for Wash & cut... hmm... Jason was the hairdresser... he can speak good Chinese...s o u know... i talked to him in Chinese... ha ha... i only needed to cut my sides and behind... yah... coz they are really long now and they make me look floppy though i use gel or wax. alright... just cut and had a nice hair wash... cOol...

alright... that was about my reunion with my good friends... if i dyed my hair nicely, i will go to visit them again next this Sunday... ^_^

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gd luck

oh... just came back from dinner... at PGP... he he... yah... went with a few seniors of mine... ha ha... we took ISB...

i think i only ate black pepper beef with rice at the canteen... i went there a few times... but each time i ate black pepper beef only... yah... ha ... it tastes really nice... but it sounds very boring, right??? he he... anyway, it is fine... i felt much better than yesterday...

argh... but still cannot find the excitement i had for past few days... perhaps, i am a bit worried about the coming semester??? or i am just having nothing to do so things bored me...???

alright... let us talk about something else... rather than my sentiment....

k... hmm... this morning... friends took CET-4 test... hmm... i think most of my friends are doing okay for that... yah... some of them can do it very well... hope my cousin did well for her test... she was preparing a lot for the test... hope the result can show her efforts... of course, my buddie can do very well in this... Getting a pass is not a big deal any more... more importantly, how many percents he did correctly... yah... i think above 80% should not be a big problem... he he....

anyway, it is over now... friends, pls study hard for your coming exams ... ha ha.... hmm... i have to prepare for my new term already... so... i can only wish you all the best... when you finish yr exams, my school will have started already... ha ha...

take care and study hard...
enjoy yr coming holidays...

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disorder

some of my friends told me that there are always some days in a month when i can feel uneasy...
and i think i am deeply in this kind of situation...
argh...
i want to do something... but when i started doing it, i got tired and then nearly fell asleep... then i decided just to have a nap, coz i thought i might just feel tired and i needed some rest... but once i sat in front of the screen, i became energetic again... and i started TYPING...

oh no... i think i have addiction to my laptop now... it wakes me up... it keeps me awake... grr... which is not really a good phenomenon... oh no... come on... let me cheer up... ha ha...

that means i can really sit in front of the screen and do something using my laptop... it makes me think of the C programming courses that i am going to take this semester... yah... somehow i feel it is a good preparation for that... coz i know... programming makes people stay in front of the PCs or laptops for AGES!!! oh... gosh... sounds scary... hmm... oh... my pretty eyes... i am only worried about my eyes... i have perfect eyesight... and i dont want to do any harm to my eyesight... if i do something bad for it, i will have to take all the aftermath... grr... cannot... after my blogging... i will have to use some eye drops to let my eyes rest...

i can feel that my eyes are feeling tired after the entire holiday's screen work... woww... really feel sorry for my eyes... i just hope that whenever i open them, they will tell me..." wow, i rested very well and i think i can give you a 5.2 today!!!" ... hmm... i dunno how good my eyes are now... it used to be 5.2... then gradually to 5.1 then... i guess now my left eye is abt 5.0 and my right eye is 5.1... pls... i know that my left eye is no longer as good as my right one... but you know... the body system will optimize all the functions for me, which is very good.. . however, in order to optimize my eyesight, it will use my right eye, the bettre one, more primarily, which is unfaire to my left eye... if i do not use my left eye primarily often, the eyesight for my left eye will become worse... oh... no... pls... help me....

yah... i think i have to go now... to get some rest for my eyes...

yah... i think... the forthcoming of disorder cannot be avoided.... argh... i will try to make things in order in the condition of disorder... gr... just try to do the best in the mess...
k...
sounds a bit stressful... but .. really need to control... alright...

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meetings

ha ha... today i met my pubteam teammates... prteam teammates... wow... quite cool... after all t his while, we kept working together... ha ha... cOol right???

hmm... for pubteam, i think i can really talk a lot of things... he he... hmm... abt design... update... hmm... websites... handphones... whatever that is interesting... ha ha... enjoyed...

hmmm.... PRteam... is more like a team we need to create the image of our organization... ha ha... it is true... we are the peoplel who are dealing with the external relations and affairs... ho ho... it is interesting... ha ha... we can talk a lot about girls too... ha ha... esp with L and R... hmmm....but R is interested in someone already.. which is very obvious to us... ha ha... but L is obviously against somebody... argh..... L, r u reading??? if it is a yes, pls dun have to say bad words... we all know what on earth it is... but u know... we need that kind of people ard... so our life will be enriched... ha ha... u know... make it onto mental level.. not just using mouth...:p

alright... after that, i called a few friends... wow... i think my PR skills are getting much better now... i have to train myself in PR area.... it is really usually in the future... not just useful... it helps me to train my personality as well... never get angry easliy though it is really frustrating.... never use improper words... ha ha... never GIVE UP... ha ha... cOol...

i think my organization is really cOol... creatIve and i want to be an active member in it... ha ha... wow... u know... i feel much more energetic after the meetings and a few calls... ha ha... of coz i am pray for my friends back that they all can do well in their exams... wow... h aha... let me enjoy the days of life!!!

i want my life to have more fun... but i have to take and grab the opportunities... ha ha... they are waiting there not only for ME but for YOu also... take the chance... chance to give it a try... chance to change... ha ha....

take care... u r e !3est.... ha ha....

tml will have one more meeting... ho ho... cOol... i have been anticipating for this meeting for nearly 2 weeks... ha ha.. .k... c u !

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inner senses

dunno how to describe the feelings of mine now...
i just finished watching Leslie Cheung's movie... INNER SENSES... though he can no longer shoot any more movies... i like this movie very much

i think people comment it as a Ghost movie... yah... quite true... but i think the story behind is not just about Ghost and horror... it is something that i think we need to know...

there is an old Chinese saying, meaning if you did not do anything bad, you would not be afraid of ghost... i think the story behind is trying to tell something like the old saying. there are two cases in the movie... one is the girl (Karena Lam) who always thought she could see some ghosts; the other one is the character that Leslie played..... Leslie was acting a psychiatrist... he took Karena's case and started helping her... after a few times' meetings, he knew her cases very well... and in the end, he helped her go back to her normal life her again... She had problems becoz of her parents... (it was in Cantoneses and the settings of subtitles were wrong, so i did not get all what they were saying..."p )

after healing her, the psychiatrist's own "sickness" made him nearly become mad... he kept seeing the ghost, his girl friend who committed suicide becoz of him... in the end, he told the ghost his true feelings at the edge of the roof. then the patient (Karena) saved him... actually, when the psychiatrist found that he had some "mental problems"... he turned to her and they became boy and girl friends..... yah...

basically, both of them underwent very very torturous experience.... there is always a knot in their mind and they did not dare to face it and untie it, so they had tried very very hard to avoid anything that can arouse their scare towards the painful experience... therefore, the pain was accumulated more and more till they could find the solution... most of people died becoz of the pain they suffered from the horror... but few survived and they could lead much better lives and be more successful becoz they found ways to untie the knot and let it pass...

most people cannot lead happy lives just because they are worried about too many things... needless or not, they just take all they can take... of coz they are tired and unhappy...

Everything will pass... no matter what u are doing now... it will end... and it will pass... why not take it easy and sometimes just let it pass.... remember "this too shall pass"!

painful experience does not good to one if the person take it as only a painful experiece...
painful expericne can be good to one only if the person suffered and then learn from it... make it a valuable educative painful experience... yah... "Keep Faithful"... "things will go better"...

alright... do think about it... if u have any problems, do solve it... dun leave it here and let it accumulate!!! if the job is for today, then never leave it for tomorrow... k...

alright... take care!!!

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happy mood

ha ha... it is a happy mood now...
reasons??? ha ha... i think you must have wondered why i am in a happy mood? wow... why not?

he he...

i went to help my friend with his math this afternoon... we stayed in the library... he was studying hard and i was reading some geography books.... i was reading something about France, South East Asia, Sri Lanka, the map of the world... ect.. ha ha... it was quite interesting... but i kept falling asleep... ha ha... but once i changed to the book abt humans... yah... it is abt the structure of humans bodies... yah... it was quite interesting... i got to know some terminololgies... ha ha... like femur (thigh)... ha ha... bruises are the result from hitting by something hard... oh... no... i dun like the picture on the book... coz it shows a pictur of a lady with some bruises ard in and around her eyes.... oh... gosh... it is very bad...

anyway... it was not boring at all... ha ha... :p

alright friend... do work hard... foundamentals are really improtant... k?

ha ha... alright

2nd

my friend received my gift... wow... it took abt almost 8 days... ha ha... alright... it has been receieved... yah... and it is liked... wow.... it's cOol... hmm... should stay happy... always... all the times... the whole life... :p

3rd

got food... ha ha... friends are coming back... hmm... most of them took food back... ha ha.. it is true... we all miss the food we can eat in hometown... ha ha... wow... it seems that everybody is growing fat soon... ha ha... nvm to me... coz i exercise a lot... ho ho...

4th

just want to be happy... la la la la la la la ...

5th

no reason to be unhappy... so... why not be happy? :p

k... take care!

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tiredness and carelessness

wow... i am very tired now... just finished 3 hrs badminton training... ho ho... good exercise... wow... it's cool...i enjoyed playing badminton with teammates... though i am not really that good... :p
anyway, i was so happy after training... i was so careless that i nearly lost my cell phone... luckily the SRC security saw it and picked up and came to us and asked... wow... i was quite shocked after realizing i lost my cell phone... he asked me to describe... and i told him abt it... but to make things easier, he asked my friend to call my cell phone... yah... it rang... and finally i got it back... wow .. i am so grateful to the uncle who returned the cell phone to me... i said happy new year to him and headed back...
he he... wow... take care friends... take good care of your belongings, esp. when you get high... ha ha...
alright..
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a tight evenig and night

i found that i had a very tight evening and night yesterday...

actually i had my dinner on my own at YIH... i thought my friend, who just came back from China, was going to treat (=p) i waited and waited... she just left... nvm... ha ha...

then, my blk friends wanted to go for dinner together... though i had finished my dinner, i wanted to follow and i did....

we went to the nearest hawker centre... one friend is sick... hopefully, he is getting better today... right now at his uncle's.... he he... alright... then we just walked walked... i went to supermarket to buy some FOOD... ha ha... i bought a lot of fruits... coz it has something very important to do with my NEW YEAE RESOLUTION... ho ho... yah... i plan to eat more fruis this year... to be healthy... ha ha... it's very true that... more fruit and more vegetable can keep myself healthy... he he...

what did i buy??? oh... 5 apples... 6 emperor oranges...9 sharon fruits.... ha ha... some bread and two bottles of soft drinks... pepsi twist and 7-up... ho ho... oh... not to forget, two cans of pork lunch meat... ha ha... hmm... wow... quite a lot of fruits, right??? ho ho... i find that resolution does help a lot... i have something to work hard for and look forward to... :p

anyway, after i came back... i met the friend i mentioned in the beginning of this post... she just came back. i was surprised that i met her on the bus... ha ha... we sat together... and i sent her back to her blk... :p

oh... i called my friend in china and talked for quite long... after that, i talked to my parents throught Yahoo!Messenger... he he ... it was interesting... i was like shouting to my parents coz my mic is not very good... ha ha...

btw, when were waiting for the bus, one friend of mine wanted to jog for exercise last night... i wanted to, too, so i asked her to call me when she was going to jog... hm... yah... we did it last night... though it was not much... 3 and a half laps of jogging... 2 laps of walking... :p

k... need to exercise more... actually we planned to swim in the morning... but i called her... her phone is off... argh... there seems no way to wake her up.. anyway.... i am going to swim now....;)

later i'll have badminton training at 9 am... after that meet friend some other place... after that... dunno what i am going to do already... ha ha.. .probably visit an old friend... ha ha... alright...

take care!

:::::: Stay cOol::::::

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three accounts

my three .net passport accunts Using MSN Messenger at the same time!!! it is cOol...
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nice lunch

wow... just now i went to YIH and had my first proper meal in 2oo5!!! ha ha...
it was quite interesting... my first proper meal in 2oo5!!!
yah... muslim food + watermelon juice... quite nice...
ha ha... i think i need to come back to normal life... with a proper routine... alright..
take care!!!

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raining

oh... no... it is raining outside very heavily now... i think the rain will last for the whole day... i feel cold... sigh...

i just feel uncomfortable that my just washed clothes cannot be dried soon... it is very irritating that the driers cannot be used! wow... i sent one very important email to my friend's friend... hope everything can go smoothly... yah... dun ever live a tiring life... it's not enjoyable...

alright... it's the 2nd day of 2oo5... i dunno what i can do today... i did some work for my varsity cca group website... it was quite okay... i felt that i had to do something to stay happy... u know... as what i blogged for the previous entry... my roommate is back... i feel that he is back... but just cannot get used to the life that he is ard... i dont feel like talking to him... and i dislike his actions of staring at my laptop screen and seeing what i am doing!!! i hate that... u know... esp at this moment, if he turns his head i'll feel very very irritated and i may shout out very loud!!! u know i need my privacy... i dun mind his knowing of what i comment here... coz i have spoken to him before abt it... "p

i'm dying to stay in a single room... but i still have to wait for 5 more months... hope i will be able to stay back and stay in a single room in blk 4... i do like blk 4 and i enjoy staying in blck4... he he...

godmother is back already... hope the family can live a happy and relaxing live...

life is never simple or easy... but we dont need to make it much more difficult, either... so... keep a optimistic and positive attitude and keep going... nothing is impossible... but not everything is possible either... argh... hope u can understand what i mean...

it is just raining... i want to go out... life outside is much more enjoyable... but i dun have $$ in my hands... what to do then... stay back and relax... find some other alternatives... i think i can make fun in anything.. =p
alright... happy 2oo5!

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i miss, i hope

oh... gosh... my roommate just came back... i am happy that he is back safe but in the meantime, i feel uncomfortable...

he has been missing for almost 2 weeks... u know... that means, i had two weeks of LIFE... the kind of life that i want...

but now he is back... i think i am a bad roommate saying i dont want him to be back... however, i really need peace... silence... for now!!!

it's night now...

i dont know what i can do after he comes back... life of 2oo5 has already begun and i am going to live a happy and enjoyable life... stay happy... stay young and stay cOol...

i really miss the days i spent with myself alone... it was good time for me to think, reflect and plan... i am really grateful that he was away for the year end of 2oo4 so that i could do something special for myself... esp the thinking and reflection...

i just hope that the days could be kept longer... and i could enjoye more... but it is alright that it is over... yah... as what i said, new year started.... a new life has begun... and i want to make a difference... maybe the relationship between me and my roommate...

new year means new start to me... i did my resolution... and i want to make a difference...

friends, if u have kept doing the same thing throughout these years of your life... why not try to make a difference this year?

late better than never...

"the chance for change" ... take it... dun drop it...

~@££ tH3 !3esT~

relationship

i was talking to my friends abt relationship these few days...
relationship is a very very interesting topic to research... coz we deal with relationship everyday...
i am talking abt relationship in general... not the particular one... BGR... it's RIG ha ha... guess what it is... it was mentioned just before itself... =p

oh... u know... one has to run yr relationship? dealing with relationship is not simple nowadays...
there are so many things i can say abt it... but i want to leave it to YOU (who are reading now) to think abt it...

deal with relationship wisely and rationally...

happy 2oo5!

~@££ tH3 !3esT~

last day

2004 belongs to the past now... :p

i had a very nice last day of 2oo4...

i went out with my best JC friend for catching up...
we looked ard Taka and wanted to eat at FEICUI but the queue was quite long and we did not want to wait... then i saw there was sales for something necessities, like pillows, bolster, blanket, bedsheets, box, folders etc... i was interested in the pillows and i bought one cotton pillow... i like it very much... and i also bought some containers that allow no steam to enter...

we went to paragon... it was raning quite heavily when we went out fof Taka... however, i thought it was not very heavy and i did not use umbrella... what i used is that i was quite wet due ot running in the rain! anyway, we ate Japanese food... wow... i enjoyed the food... more importantly, i enjoyed talking... yah...

ha ha... then we just window shopped ard the street... ha ha... somehow, i felt likeing going to Fast East Plaza... ho ho... when i was in Oldham hall i seldom visited FEL though it was only 5 mins by bus... argh... i did not make good use of the convenience of OH... ho ho... anyway, that was to re-visit... ha ha...

hmm... we "toured" almost every floor and i bought one paire of bermies... ho ho... it looks quite cool... i like it very much... .....

"after all this "reds" was tried to cut haire... yah... my friends....
but in the end... thre read was on relly hppay..:p "

what was i saying??? it does not make sense at all... i think i was too tired and i did not think and type properly... anyway, i was really happy to meet with my friend before 2oo5 comes... ho ho... cheerios... i believe that i should do more for my friends... coz they are really important to me... i feel that every friend is precious to me! i cherish!

take care, friends... it's 2oo5... think abt what do u want to do... =p (corrected at 1123 01 01 2005)

~@££ tH3 !3esT~

DaViD's words, doings & crappings etc.

Monday, January 31, 2005

reflection

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

am moved

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

medicine

Monday, January 24, 2005

am sick

Saturday, January 22, 2005

IHG04

changing plans

Thursday, January 20, 2005

IHG03

IHG03

IHG03

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

what the

Elektra

Monday, January 17, 2005

chit chat

Saturday, January 15, 2005

gym

doors

Friday, January 14, 2005

interview

offline

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Napoleon Reunion

IHG02

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

IHG01

Monday, January 10, 2005

new start

my hair

reunion

Saturday, January 08, 2005

gd luck

Friday, January 07, 2005

disorder

Thursday, January 06, 2005

meetings

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

inner senses

happy mood

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

tiredness and carelessness

a tight evenig and night

Monday, January 03, 2005

three accounts

nice lunch

Sunday, January 02, 2005

raining

Saturday, January 01, 2005

i miss, i hope

relationship

last day

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